Commit to something?

My mom said I have no commitment, I say I lost my interest. You see, I can't do things I see as not interesting. Unless, I just have to do it no matter what. Such things as studying for an exam, money desperation, and et cetera et cetera. Seems like I'm a total suck-a-muck-a-fuck-a, probably so. I even find myself as a complete slacker, not being proud la weh, just an honest confession. I'm not proud for having the uhh- negative whatever you call it. Back to commitment and shit, when my mom said that I have no commitment, I said nothing, as usual. Actually I really want to say something but yeah, I rarely do that. Since my mom was a great debater in her young age, and I am a complete opposite of my mom in that aspect. Ha. Haha. But ma, if you see this, I just want to say I love you. Pretend not to see the text above. :p

the responsible eldest child,
cramp.