Sate la setan.

I ate 20 cucuks of satay tonight, out of 60. As usual, I hold the championship of eating the most satays. Hah, my wallet slipped off the back pocket of my jeans and luckily, there was one girl gave me my wallet when I was busy gobbling the satays. I left my wallet once, in a restaurant too. Sigh. On the way to the far parked car, we raced. I won, hah! Then we when to downtown and my mum bought tudungs and two different stalls. I was like whuuut but then my mum bought me a wallet. Wakakaka. Bought the lego kinda toy, idk what it is called. But it has the round pulley-like, have to use battery to make it spin. Heck. That thing was pretty hard to build (eceh). Gahahaha but with the intellect of a spm-graduate human, I finally did it. My parents would be very proud of me. *sniffles*

successful new wallet 'obtainer'
cramp.

Commit to something?

My mom said I have no commitment, I say I lost my interest. You see, I can't do things I see as not interesting. Unless, I just have to do it no matter what. Such things as studying for an exam, money desperation, and et cetera et cetera. Seems like I'm a total suck-a-muck-a-fuck-a, probably so. I even find myself as a complete slacker, not being proud la weh, just an honest confession. I'm not proud for having the uhh- negative whatever you call it. Back to commitment and shit, when my mom said that I have no commitment, I said nothing, as usual. Actually I really want to say something but yeah, I rarely do that. Since my mom was a great debater in her young age, and I am a complete opposite of my mom in that aspect. Ha. Haha. But ma, if you see this, I just want to say I love you. Pretend not to see the text above. :p

the responsible eldest child,
cramp.

Alphabets Scramble, a game to improve? lol

I was thinking of a way to improve English and thought of this game.

Alphabets Scramble

Alter ego
Bruise
Converse
Damnation
Exclude
Force
Grow
Hatred
Ignite
Jet lag
Knowledge
Limbs
Mental
Neutral
Oppress
Psyche
Quaintquibble (lol)
Rational
Sort
Tell
Underground
Vomit
Wand
Xenophobia
Yankee
Zealous

- Thought of this, then I just do it. Woi MHsecret! Do this without looking up anywhere, let's improve our English togethaa bruh. This would be a frequent game, Either one of us would set a theme or prompt up, then all would do the ABC thing based on the theme. Any word you can think of, as long as they relate to the theme.
- Since this the first, theme isn't going to be set up.

NOTE THESE:
- Never ever look up for them anywhere, meaning no reference and use the brains of yours.
- Based on the themes or prompts.
- The point is, check dictionaries, books, etc etc etc beforehand. We're improving our English, 'aight?
- Only words. We're challenging ourselves, remember?

If any of you who's reading this now (highlight: IF), and maybe you wanted to join (highlight: MAYBE), leave a comment, include your name and your blog URL, thank you.

Let's do this for the sake of our English vocabulary! LOL excited much, dude.

-cramp.

Pgho- *ahem* Pr- Pro- Pronunciation

Who is good in English verbally and theorically? Two thumbs up for you. I've always envied those kind of people since I'm in the basic range of English. I mean, how do you feel when even your English teachers talk to you in your mother tongue? I don't know about others, but I feel like the teachers belittled me. They should help the students, aight? They helped a lot theorically, no doubt, but verbally? Nahh.

It was like, you knew the word but somehow you can't spit it out. Your brain went, "Go on! Say it!" But your tongue said, "LOL NO."
There was once a tourist asked me for directions, the response that I gave was, "err... Go upstairs and uhh..." blah blah blah
The tourist said, "It's okay, it's okay, thank you" and left.

Not a good one is it? Heck, I feel like taking English classes right now but someone said, "No money no talk." So no. I often wonder if I can ever be good in English especially pronunciation. Hope to find a way to improve. Lulz.

Till then, adios.
cramp.

Bee-zay

Now everybody seems busy and all, having their own plans for this free time. I guess we could meet at some time, but some already started their part-time job and et cetera. LOL it seems that I couldn't be more boring than this. I keep talking about this thing. I missed my friends so yeah, I'll talk about this anytime I wanted to. Put that aside, ok. Now I'm thinking of doing something. Something I couldn't mention here, seems like a top secret huh. It is. BUT! But it needs a bit of uhh... expenses. So I need a job. Desperately.

I applied somewhere but the feedback seems like it's going to be negative. I was and am still hoping and waiting. haha feeling a bit pathetic. However, if it doesn't come out good I'd have to find another (big chance to have to find another orz) but ma'am and that 'MHsecret' managed to make me feel a bit relieved (a bit, but still were helping though).

Anyways, going to hangout tomorrow, even though with 'MHsecret''s absence...

Also the last day of SPM, hurray for the 95s batch! (We finished a lot earlier but hurray still) orz I babble a lot so that's it for now. See you again blog!

By cramp.
lulz

Is this even a title?

I am really in a state where I hope to see you guys. I was reminiscing things we've done during school these days. This isn't what I thought would be happening. Three of us go separated ways and fiq that was already far away from us.

I really miss you guys badly, I would turn back time if I could. It was all now just a memory. I want to go back to that time, I really really miss things back then...

by cramp.

Countless blood down

As a matter of fact, we have left the school. This is not really a great thing I thought it would when I'm still at school. I haven't started doing part-time jobs yet, and yeah I'm still laying on bed waiting for the sun to set and rise and that's the cycle of the days (for now).

I won't go to Dunkin Donuts... Transportation problem is the sick reason for it but I don't feel anything like frustrated or disappointed, 'cause I already felt that I should find another job. We duo forgotten someone that is very-very-very-very-important-and-precious. A little sacrifice for our friend is nothing, right?

So as the result for being ignorant of our friend's feeling, I've transportation problem and maybe that is the best.

As for our friend, we are truly sorry. We should have thought deeper, our eagerness to get a job blinded us of what we should have done. I hope you know that you are not forgotten, it was just us being fools for leaving you behind.

Once again, I am sorry.. We are sorry..

By: cramp.

Kenangan Persekolahan **

Celik2 mata dah pagi ... :)

pagi ni cerah lah ,,,

eik ada ke pagi yang tak cerah ?

ada kan ?

kalau hujan dah tak cerah sangat ...

haha eh melalut pulak .....

maafkan saya haha ....

Kalau cerita tentang pengalaman sekolah memang best ...

Baru berapa hari berhenti sekolah jadi rindu pula ...

rasa takut pun ada sebab kena berdepan dengan dunia sebenar :)

iyelah , kalau dulu kat sekolah boleh buat apa je ....

nakal tu dah jadi benda biasa :)

Kedua2 owner blog ni ,

bersekolah di sekolah yang sama di suatu masa ....

mencipta blog ni sama2 dan berharap blog ni menjadi pengikat persahabatan kami ..

segala kenangan kami kongsi sama2 kat site ni ;)

kami sekolah di SMK Cochrane , korang tahu ?

kalau tahu , shh jangan cakap kuat2 :)

kesimpulannya , kami baru selesai SPM ...

dan mula berjinak2 dengan dunia nyata :)

Cakap pasal sekolah ....

hari2 kami dipenuhi gelak tawa ...

kalau tak gelak sehari rasa macam tak ada life ..

gaduh tu perkara biasa ,

tapi tak sampai beberapa minit dah berbaik ..

buat mcam tak ada apa yang jadi haha....

Suhaila, Afiqah , Hanisah , Amira , Dayang , Fatimah , Syairah...

semuanya pernah jadi sebahagian yang rapat dengan kami .... :)

indahnya zaman persekolahan ni ...

hari2 ada je benda yang nak diceritakan ....

kejar mengejar , bergurau senda dah memang jadi kebiasaan ..

setiap hubungan persahabatan ada kontranya ..

ada yang lembut , ada yang kasar ..

ada yang blur , ada yang geliga ...

ada yang gedik , ada yang cool ..

ada yang malas , ada yang rajin ....

tapi nak bagitahu siapa dalam kategori2 tu macam tak elok pulak kan ...

so , shhhh silent mode haha ... ;)

Tapi kami lebih rapat dengan Suhaila ..

segala susah senang kami kongsi sama2 :')

segala kenangan tak mungkin kami lupakan ..

ha , itu pengalaman sekolah menengah ..

belum lagi masuk pengalaman sekolah rendah :)

Mazuin ....teman yang sampai hari ni menemani perjalanan __MHsecret :)

mungkin nanti kita boleh tanya pengalaman owner yang sorang lagi pulak 

tentang kenangan sekolah rendah dia :D

Guru2 , 

ada yang garang dan ada yang baik ...

biasalah tu , kontra lah katakan ..

ayoyo dah bnyak kali perkataan kontra nih dikeluarkan haha....

kami percaya korang pun rasa pengalaman sekolah sukar dilupakan ...

btw , lepas nih banyak lagi kenangan kami akan ciptakan ...

apalagi bila mula memasuki alam pekerjaan part-time isnin ni..

PLKN , alam belajar akan datang ....alam pekerjaan ..

so , kami doakan korang akan berjaya dalam kehidupan :) 

**kitorang harap kita semua takkan terputus hubungan ...

kenangan yang pernah tercipta ni berharga sangat :)

coretan ___MHsecret 

PLKN first batch :)

Wah , semakan PLKN untuk batch pertama dah keluar :) 

Buat rakan2 seperjuangan ku , bolehlah semak sekarang sama ada korang terpilih untuk batch pertama atau tak :) 

                                           http://apps1.khidmatnegara.gov.my/penempatan

nampaknya kami tak terpilih untuk batch yang pertama ni...

kalau ada sesiapa yang dapat batch pertama tu , share2 lah dengan kami kawasan petempatan korang .... ;)

bagi yang tak terpilih macam kami tu , siapa tahu nanti kita ditempatkan dalam batch yang sama dan petempatan yang sama kan ? ;)

semoga perjalanan korang nanti dipermudahkan , kami doakan yang terbaik ;)

coretan ___MHsecret 

Maafkan Kami Sahabat **

Persahabatan kita terlalu indah ,

Kita bersama saat susah dan senang ,

Saat persekolahan kita dipenuhi dengan gelak tawa ,

Gemuruh , gembira dan sedih kita kongsi bersama :)

Takkan begitu mudah persahabatan ini terhakis ,

Takkan mungkin kami mengkhianati persahabatan ini ,

Kami tahu kamu juga yakin ......

Maafkan kami andai kami terlepas pandang kesedihan kamu ,

Maafkan kami andai kami lukai perasaan kamu ..

Maafkan kami andai kamu titiskan air mata kamu kerana kami ..

Setiap tutur yang kamu luahkan begitu menyentap perasaan kami ,

Mencipta kesedihan di segenap ruang hati kami ,

Menutup sebahagian hati kami dengan gelita ...

Kami terlalu menghargai kamu sahabat...

Percayalah bahawa kami akan terus di sisi kamu mengharungi perjalanan ini ,

Kerana selamanya kita bersahabat ..

kenangan yang tercipta takkan mungkin dilupakan :) 

Meskipun kita berjauhan .....

coretan ___MHsecret

Meniti Arus Remaja **

Peperiksaan SPM dah berlalu ..... sukar mana pun hadapi dengan tabah :) sekarang ni cuma menanti keputusannya dan tawaran ke PLKN ... 
yes ! kami terlepas batch 1 .... nampak mudah , tapi mungkin ada cabaran nanti ... :) 

Baru beberapa hari peperiksaan berlalu , hati membuak2 nak mencari kerja sementara ... 

Menimba pengalaman ? hahaha hanya pada bahasa dan teori .... 
Sebenarnya? duit ...ya, jika kita berasal dari keluarga yang biasa2 je . kita pasti menghargai setiap titik peluh yang diusahakan... 

semoga berkat usaha sendiri .. kami mampu berdikari dan mencari sesuatu yang tak ternilai dalam kehidupan .. ini baru permulaannya , masih bnyak cubaan yang harus diharungi ... semoga ini menjadi titik tolak dalam menghadapi cabaran hidup :)

interview berjalan dengan lancar ....
di akhir perbualan terukir senyuman di wajah si penemuduga ....
ucapan yang cukup buat kami teruja ... 
"hari isnin datang pukul 7am di .........................bawa salinan kad pengenalan dan gambar pasport ...."
ertinya ? kami dah boleh mula bekerja ... 

Meskipun gaji tak seberapa cukuplah , 
yang penting berusaha , di situlah permulaan segalanya ......

:) doa ibu dan ayah dipinta bagi mempermudahkan urusan kami :)

coretan __MHsecret :)